Weights have been lift for the elephants to take a turn

I knew as soon as the thought entered my mind that it was the decision to make.  There was a weigh I have been carrying around with me which I no longer noticed it was there.  I had the realization.

It.

Was.

Time.

Time to focus on other life goals.  Time to enjoy every moment. Time to not be stressed out anymore.

Or, at least, I thought I wouldn’t be stressed out anymore.  Although I feel 98% confident in my decision, I have to be honest about the level of stress I still have.  Yes, I don’t have to worry about when I’m going to leave my job any more.  I don’t have to worry if I can find another job.  I don’t have to worry what my semi-annual review is going to be like.

I want to go on and on about how I don’t like my job, but I’m not.  I wrote it all down.  I erased it.  No more.  I need to focus on the good, not the bad.  I need to hope that I don’t get fired as it would ruin my plans.  I really don’t need more stress then I already have.  Focus.

Good.

Not bad.

Good.

Not bad.

Good.

Meandering Mason.

2 thoughts on “Weights have been lift for the elephants to take a turn

  1. I love your openness…there is something raw in your words that I find refreshing…
    I look forward to reading more and hearing about your journey- following your heart at least that’s how I see it- I think you’re brave and inspiring.

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