I knew as soon as the thought entered my mind that it was the decision to make. There was a weigh I have been carrying around with me which I no longer noticed it was there. I had the realization.
Time to focus on other life goals. Time to enjoy every moment. Time to not be stressed out anymore.
Or, at least, I thought I wouldn’t be stressed out anymore. Although I feel 98% confident in my decision, I have to be honest about the level of stress I still have. Yes, I don’t have to worry about when I’m going to leave my job any more. I don’t have to worry if I can find another job. I don’t have to worry what my semi-annual review is going to be like.
I want to go on and on about how I don’t like my job, but I’m not. I wrote it all down. I erased it. No more. I need to focus on the good, not the bad. I need to hope that I don’t get fired as it would ruin my plans. I really don’t need more stress then I already have. Focus.